Your Age Versus Your Life Trajectory

Understanding how Saturn in Sagittarius has affected my learning development has been somewhat underwhelming. Also, what would be considered the norm achievement at specific ages? Saturn deals with refinement but also with restrictions. Sagittarius represents vision, experiences, and “seeing the big picture” but coincides with long-term goals.

I didn’t have the SAT scores to get into the best medical school in my town and according to the world academia. I thought maybe the long-term road would allow me to get there. So I decided to get a Biology degree at an alternative school. When I got my course curriculum, I had plenty of prerequisite courses that I needed to take. I had my work cut out for me. Physics was kicking my butt. It was like learning a foreign language I couldn’t make logical sense of. In specific classes, I did pretty well.

However, I am not sure when it happened, but I never got to the meat of my Biology program since I got highly depressed. It worsened when I did not attend my theoretical courses and got out of bed just for the labs, but what was the point? I quit not too long after that. Later, I attempted two times to come back and finish my program with no success. The problem was that I had no idea what a realistic result would be. I was no longer interested in going into medical school, and I was not sure what a Biology degree would do for me. In addition, the material was thrown at me at a pace that I could not keep up.

Now that I think about it, I took action based on a lackluster possibility. My upbringing involved no “sky is the limit” options, and just a few chosen careers were respected. Unfortunately for sheltered individuals born under the transit of Saturn in the Sagittarius sign, it takes them longer to figure out what is up and down. We also understand the meaning of experiences and missteps.

 

Now that Uranus has transited to Taurus, it’s all about keeping up with the plan intended during the Uranus in Aries transit. Or tweaking the game plan is a must for others. But what if you feel like you’ve made a colossal mistake? I believe the current Saturn in Aquarius transit will demand sacrifice and the actual goods regarding the agenda. It’s asking us to open our eyes to every opportunity for growth before wanting to throw out the baby with the bath water. Timing is also of the essence. It’s demanding that we find a way to reconcile our values with our lifestyle. There will be no rest for the faithful and those desired dreams that will keep knocking at our heart’s door if we have not opened up that map.

Lately, I have discovered that the year numerology and my age would coincide with significant events, whether for good or bad. In 2021, at age 34, it was the very first time I moved out of my childhood home to live independently. My brand new lease started in May. Yes, in the past, I had cohabited with my boyfriend, but that wasn’t the same thing. As some people thought, I felt the 2020 issue would not go away with a quick band-aid remedy, but I still needed to live my life. I was already in isolation since 2017 and needed to wake up from this induced hermit coma. This push would be the kind of energy associated with the Chariot. It’s like this; you know you want that second heap of bread or pasta, but your stomach and digestive system will say thank you for that good portion of vegetables or fruits instead. I felt like I was dissipating, and I thought a move would ground me and make me aware of my surrounding.

Now that I have turned 35 years old, I’m going through an 8 of cups moment. I have been quitting jobs for the heck of it, but then I’m not sure if I’m a Fool upright or reversed for not having a backup plan. For the past two years, my soul has been yearning for a new plane of existence, mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and pocketly (not a word, but you get my drift). I realized that I have been making decisions based on a 7 of cups intentions, not precisely what I want, but I get some out of it. Also, when specific opportunities present themselves, what do they mean for the big picture? I have a hard time with that one.

This 2022 year can be associated with the Lovers Card,” What do you want?” It’s a reminder that you have options, a message sponsored by Gemini and Mercury. It means that some of us are at a crossroads and must arrive at some conclusion and be honest with ourselves.

But are you making decisions based on pride or what you are good at? ( 6 of wands)

Is the path that you are taking based on comfort or familiarity? (6 of cups)

Are you compromising yourself, or are you no longer fighting with your heart’s desire? (6 of swords)

Are you receiving your worth, or is what you are giving of value? (6 of pentacles)